_mj` Pnj-lsg{j`, j`j bpelem` cnd`. Qrnhr a{bxhl pear`l q jksam{u ondlnqrjnb nrop`bhr|q b qsoeprspme m` L`pnj`ms hkh m` "LRB", j`j q q`lncn mhg` ondmhl`~rq bqe mnb{e h mnb{e q chr`p`lh m`oepebeq... H hl eqr| wrn qj`g`r|. Hlemmn on}rnls qecndm l{ p`qqj`g{b`el n _mje Dchkebni - me bohq`mmni b qsoepahgmeq oebhve mnbncn pnj-onjnkemh. O`mj slep b Pnqqhh. R`j j`j qnaqrbemmn me nj`g`knq| opedler` hqjsqqrb`: bq fhgm|, j`j o`mj. On}rnls mh "Qejq ohqrnkg", mh Qbhm| me qmhqj`kh bqem`pndmni qk`b{... "Nr ank|xncn sl` - khx| qsl` d` r~p|l` Nr khuni cnknb{ - khx| j`m`b` h pb{ Nr jp`qhbni dsxh - rnk|jn qrpso| d` bxh..." Meuhrp` m`pndm` lsdpnqr|, }rnr upsojhi cnknq - }rn _mj`. Bme qr`dhnmnb h rekem`qr{pm{u uhr-o`p`dnb, }r` qhahpqj` oebhv` - on}r - jnlonghrnp gm`jnl` j`fdnls, jrn qkedhr g` qcnp`mhel Temhjq` qnberqjni pnj-lsg{jh. Nr Sp`k` dn J`lw`rjh ee ancnrbnpr, h m` j`fdnl teqrhb`ke bqe g`d`~r dpsc dpscs ndhm bnopnq: "@ _mj` opheu`k`?" Eqkh d` - bqe mnpl`k|mn. Onrnls, wrn fhb{e jnmvepr{ - }rn edhmqrbemm{i x`mq onqksx`r|... Ms, jpnle oknunm|jhu g`ohqei. Unpnxee qknbn "hmdeoemdemr". "Meg`bhqhl{e". Hlh a{kh bqe m`qrnyhe psqqjhe pnjep{ dnoepeqrpnewmni }p{. ]rn m{me nmh o{r`~rq qnap`r| dn onqkedmecn jnknqj` qr`dhnmms~ f`rbs. Jksam{e jnl`md{ m` qr`dhnme. Qlexmn, j`j "@sjvhnm" m` S}lakh. _mj` D- chkeb` qr`dhnm` me qnaeper. ]rn t`jr. Mn - "Qnahp`iq, m`pnd, m` aeqql{qkemm{i qund M` bqelhpm{i qnber, j`j naqr`bhr m`x aped Ophmr| bnk~ qbn~ b hdhnrqjnl jp`~..." Psqqjni jsk|rspe begkn - ee slsdphkhq| qnup`mhr| ^khi Jhl, @m`rnkhi Jhl h Bhjrnp Vni. Reoep| bnr ophxk` qhahpqj` debwnmj` _mj`, h qr`kn qmn, wrn brnpni }r`o p`gbhrh psqqjni pnj-lsg{jh aeg ncpnlmni qrp`m{ "Q`iaephh" me naniderq. Akhf`ixhi `m`knc m` G`o`de _mje - O`rrh Qlhr - nm` r`jfe mejnmtnplm` h r`jfe ee rbnpweqrbn qbg`mn q cksahmm{lh jnpmlh m`pndmni rp`dhvhh. _mj` g`onkmhk` qnani p`gp{b lefds pnjnl h psqqjni jsk|rspni, jncd` }rs apex| nqr`bhkh onqke qea Bhjrnp Vni h Dhl` Pebjhm. Onqke db`dv`rh ker }jqoephlemrnb Pnqqhh q pnj-m-pnkknl m`jnmev-rn m`w`k` opnjkeb{b`r|q eqreqrbemm`, me b{lswemm`, qbg| }rn lsg{jh q dpebmei m`pndmni jsk|rspni. Onpdjnl oph- xhakemmni. N wel oner _mj`? B nrkhwhe nr cpsoo "qnvh`k|mncn pnj`", jnrnp{e onrepoekh onp`femhe b gphrek|qjhu qhlo`rhu, b oeqmu _mjh mer qnvh`k|mncn opnreqr`. Ms r`j fe, j`j mer ecn b mhjs- d{xm{u cpgm{u dnpnc`u, b gnme Ophorh, b m`xhu meqw`qrm{u l`repu, jnrnp{e bq~ fhgm| lewr`kh, wrn unr| l{-rn asdel fhr| kswxe. H me m`dn f`r| m` oed`k|, jncd` lnfmn qj`g`r| opnqrn: "Gdeq| me jnmw`erq bnim` Me opndnkf`erq beqm` Me m`whm`erq kern M`l nqr`khq| rnk|jn qahr{e jnkemjh..." B nrkhwhe nr O`rrh Qlhr, jnrnps~ s m`q gm`~r opnqbeyemm{e jpsch leknl`mnb, s _mjh mer qbnecn Kemmh Jei - jk`qqmncn ls- g{j`mr`. Onm`w`ks q mei hcp`kh pear` hg "Hmqrpsjvhh on b{fhb`mh~", cde q`l` _mj` whqkhrq lemedfepnl. (R`k`mr lmncncp`mem?) Jksam` k~ahrek|qj` jnl`md`. Mer s mee h opnd~qqep`. Rpeanb`rek|mncn. G`o`dmncn rnkj`. ]rs pnk| o{r`erq bgr| m` qea psqqjhi o`mj b nakhw|e uhooh Ecnp Kernb ("Cp`fd`mqj` nanpnm`"). Mn ecn mem`bhqr| m`qrnk|jn csahrek|m` dk lsg{jh, wrn qjbng| mee qksx`rek| opndhp`erq q rpsdnl. H nm sahb`er hqjsqqrbn _mjh. (Hgbhmh, Ecnp!). Ophlep - bqe g`ohq`mm{e bleqre oeqmh, g` hqjk~wemhel, onf`ksi, "Dejk`qqhpnb`mm{l }kelemr`l". Dsxs cpeer hlemmn p`mm _mj`. M` }rnl osrh - a{kn asdsyee psqqjni qnbpelemmni lsg{jh. Lnfmn m`gb`r| ee "pnj". Kecj` nrqrp`memmnqr| b hqonkmemhh h onrpq`~y` lekndhwmnqr|. D`fe meondcnrnbkemmncn qksx`rek, jncd` nm qk{xhr }rnr l`k|whxeqjhi knljhi cnknq, "veoker" qp`gs: "@ l{ onidel q rnan~ oncskel on rp`lb`im{l pek|q`l - Onqhdhl m` rpsa`u s m`w`k` jnk|vebni dnpnch M`xhl reok{l berpnl asder wepm{i d{l q rpsa{ g`bnd` Eqkh m`l sd`qrq, l{ dn mnwh me bepmelq b jkerjs..." H bdpsc asdmhwm` jnmqr`r`vh: "M`q sa|~r g` rn, wrn l{ cskkh on rp`lb`im{l pek|q`l". Pnj-Nps}kk r`jni. "1984"-1990. Mn mhj`jhu f`kna. H b }rnl ee qhk`. Rnk|jn lme bqecd` a{kn hmrepeqmn - b j`jni qhahpqjni de- pebsxje nm` qk{x`k` qrnk|jn m`pndm{u oeqem?

Gdeq| lme opedqr`bkerq weknbej, jnrnp{i, m`jnmev, ophundhr, h bqe j mels apnq`~rq, qop`xhb`~r: "Ms, wrn?! Ms, j`j?!" @ nm nrbew`er: "D` wrn rsr, qnaqrbemmn, lnfmn qj`g`r|? H bnnaye , onf`ksi, qo`r| onxek". @.B. M`hbm{e qngbegdh g` ledhvhmqjni xhpln~ m`jpn~r onjp{b`knl lni aegbpelemm{i sund. _mj` Osuk{i k~ahrek| `pr-pnj` h m`x onqrnmm{i ondohqwhj, mejrn ^p` @pr`lnmnb, cde-rn b `opeke, jncd` p`anr` m`d }rhl mnlepnl xk` j g`bepxemh~, ongbnmhk lme h qopnqhk: - Ms j`j, ophcnrnbhkh dk fspm`k` nwepedmncn onjnimhwj`? ^p`, m`bepmne, onlmhr, j`j  p`qqrpnhkq: onksw`knq|, wrn m`q nabhm~r b o`p`ghrhpnb`mhh m` qleprh. Deiqrbhrek|mn, oepb{i mnlep t`jrhweqjh nrjp{b`kq Qekhb`mnb{l, brnpni - Vnel. Q ndmni qrnpnm{, bpnde j`j mek|g fe a{kn mhwecn opn mhu me m`ohq`r| (rel ankee wrn a{kn, wrn). Q dpscni - b{undhkn, wrn bqe mejpnknch h p`qqsfdemh n qsd|ae sxedxhu ondngphrek|mn jp`qhbn h npc`mhwmn bohq{b`khq| b rj`m| fspm`k`, wsr| kh me velemrhpnb`kh ecn jnmveovh~. Bnr gbhrek|m{i whr`rek| h hlhrhpnb`k meonddek|mne bnkmemhe: deqj`r|, j`j r`l onfhb`er b`x ukea, pear`? Qelm`dv`rncn l` qr`kn nthvh`k|mn hgbeqrmn, wrn _mjh ank|xe mer. Debrm`dv`rncn l{ ee unpnmhkh. Bnqelm`dv`rncn a{k` cndnbyhm` qleprh _m` Jeprhq`, mn opn }rn mhjrn sfe me bqonlmhk. Lnfer, h  bqonlmhk gp. Pnj-fspm`khqr h sund, sqknbmn qj`fel, "pnj-khwmnqrh" - rel ankee, sund on qbnei bnke - r`mdel hgm`w`k|mn mp`bqrbemmn knfm{i h hgm`w`k|mn `puerhohwm{i. "Sf qjnk|jn p`g rbepdhkh lhps". M`ophlep, mhj`jni me q`lhgd`r, ` bonkme nthvh`k|m` rhoncp`tqj` c`ger` "@brnrp`mqonprmhj" beq|l` r`j feqrjn bey`k` lhmsbxei nqem|~: "B J@JNL-RN QL[QKE PNJ - ]RN PEKHCH_ QLEPRH, NQSYEQRBKEMHE OPHMVHO@ "GDEQ\ H QEIW@Q", ON]RNLS Q@L[E KSWXHE H HQRHMM[E PNJEP[ SFE LEPRB[". S @mdfe B`id{ eqr| thk|l "Bqe m` opnd`fs", onqbyemm{i rnls, j`j mejhi jhmnpefhqqep (`brnahncp`thweqjhi oepqnm`f) pexhk qmr| thk|l n qleprh `jrep` Gahcmeb` Vhask|qjncn. Vhask|qjhi oeped }rhl q{cp`k s rncn fe B`id{ b kswxel ecn, m`bepmne, thk|le "Oeoek h `kl`g" pnk| aniv` @plhh Jp`inbni, ophqc`bxei onqke g`ub`r` Onk|xh Cepl`mhei m` bepmnqr| }lhcp`mrqjnls onk|qjnls op`bhrek|qrbs b Knmdnme. @plhh, napewemmni m` chaek| b sqknbhu bund` b Onk|xs qnberqjhu bniqj, jnrnp{e ophxkh q`f`r| op`bhrek|qrbn QBNE. Vhask|qjhi onrpq`~ye hcp`k napewemmnqr| h mehgbeqrmn, on}rnls kh - nj`g`kq pe`k|mn napewem (oncha b fekegmndnpnfmni j`r`qrpnte). B "Oeoke h `kl`ge" B`id` qmk q Vhask|qjncn bqe oemjh `sp{ weknbej`-me fhk|v` m` }rnl qbere. "Bqe m` opnd`fs" - thk|l opn rn, j`j pefhqqep qmhl`er thk|l n qnqrnbxelq "opedm`gm`wemmnl p`qqr`b`m|h" - "bqrpews boepedh", ndm`jn, me nwem|-rn onnaey`bxel: B`id` onj` fhb h, j`j cnbnphrq, d`i Anc els gdnpnb|. B thk|le qmhl`khq| dpsg| h jhmn-qnp`rmhjh Vhask|qjncn, hcp`~yhe rn, j`j nmh qmhl`~rq b }rnl thk|- le. Ck`bm` ecn l{qk| - wrn M`qrnyee Jhmnhqjsqqrbn pnfd`erq khx| rncd`, jncd` b k~du me for a camera, ` nr hqo{r`mh dhjni qhrs`vhei bqo{uhb`~r onrpq`~yhe dsxebm{e onp{b{, oph bhde jnrnp{u mnp- l`k|m{i weknbej hkh g`ok`wer, hkh g`jpner ck`g` - ` vhmhj-noep`rnp q nunrmhw|hl `g`prnl bqe }rn qmhl`er, ophcnb`phb`: "J`jhe j`dp{!" @ s _mjh eqr| oeqemj` "Opnd`mn" - h bqe b{ ee, jnmewmn, onlmhre. Jncd` _mjh me qr`kn, lmnche ophmkhq| nabhmr| Ecnp` Kernb` b rnl, wrn bqe opnhgnxkn "me aeg ecn bkhmh". "R{ fe onmhl`ex|, wrn nm-rn mhjncd` q qnani me onjnmwhr". Ophwel }rn bnquhrhrek|mne nabh- memhe hqundhkn bqecd` hg sqr t`m`rhwm{u opnrhbmhjnb "}qrerhjh qsh- vhd`". Rp`chwm{i h opnmghrek|m{i ds}r Ecnp` q _mjni wel-rn qpndh rn- ls, wrn opnhcp`kh B`id` h Vhask|qjhi - q rni p`gmhvei, wrn s m`q }r` qhrs`vh nj`g`k`q| j`j a{ g`oew`r`m` b `mdepcp`smde h nrrncn ankee "weknbewm`" (unr Ecnp mem`bhdhr }rn qknbn). Lefds rel, B`id` - aegn bqjhu r`l "meqlnrp" hkh "ak`cnd`p" nqr`kq h weknbejnl, h ncpnlm{l cksanjhl usdnfmhjnl. Bopnwel, h nm b onqkedmee bpel bnxek b jnke~ j`js~-rn qrp`mms~. _mj` deiqrbhrek|mn a{k` q`l` fhgm| - opedek|mn qf`r`, cnpy` q ncpnlmni qhkni h ncpnlmni qjnpnqr|~. Ecnp fhgm|~ mhjncd` me bkkq - nm ee bnqophmhl`k. Qsd|a` bnqophrh - osqr| h rp`chweqjncn bnqophrh - dpsc` qsd|a`, h leu`mhweqjne sbg{b`mhe ee q qsd|ani fhgmh qr`kn a{ unpnl hsdeeb ondke opernphh. "_mj` - }rn rn, n wel oner Ecnp Kernb, ` wrn r`jne Ecnp Kernb, me gm`er mhjrn". Weknbej bnnaye, m`bepmne, me lnfer sleper|, hqund hg thknqntqjni jnmveovhh. Qlepr| weknbej` r`j hkh hm`we qbg`m` q ecn qsd|ani, q knchjni ecn qsyeqrbnb`mh. Hmncd`, jncd` hqqj`er eqreqrbemm` }mepch fhgmh, weknbejs onlnc`~r opndepf`r|q pndnb{e khan xjspm{e hmqrhmjr{. Eqkh r`jnb{u m`whqrn mer, q jnmvnl }mepchh jnmw`erq fhgm|. "Hde`k|m{i pnjep" b lhtnknchweqjnl b`ph`mre (` fhgm| b `aqnk~rmnl b{p`femhh lnfer dnrmsr| dn lht`) onkmnqr|~ khxem h xjspmncn (on b{qxels qwers) m`w`k`, h pndnbncn. Nm hyer `aqnk~rmni qbnand{, ` nm` me dnosqj`er xjspmnqrh h p`gp{b`er osr{ pnd`. Father, I want to kill you. Ksweg`pm{i pnjep b onkmni c`plnmhh q lhpnl l`qkmn kfhb - j`j Anphq Cpeaemyhjnb, }rnr tnmr`m t`k|xhbncn qber`. ...Re, jrn bhdek oepb{e _mjhm{ jb`prhpmhjh b Lnqjbe, onlmr, qjnk|jn nr mee hqundhkn rncd` fhgmemmni qhk{, }mepchh, lnyh wsbqrb` - meqlnrp m` qnbepxemmn aeg{qundm{e rejqr{. Mn b qslle q p`gl`unl rbnpweqjni aegapefmnqrh aeg{qundmnqr| b{ckdek` b{qnjni rp`cedhei. Dsunbmn `melhwm`, hgbephbx`q Lnqjb` undhk` m` _mjs j`j jsd`-rn b }onus Bngpnfdemh - dhbq| b mei rni qhke wsbqrb, j`js~ me bhdek` b qeae. _mj` d`k|xe h d`k|xe oek` onwrh bqe re fe oeqmh - rnk|jn ae- g{qundmnqrh b mhu qr`mnbhknq| bqe ank|xe, ` }mepchh - bqe lem|xe. L{ ee ekh. B nalem nr m`q nm` onksw`k` me }mepch~ fe, me nrberm{i qber, ` dn ankh jnmqrpsjrhbm{e opedknfemh: "D`b`i, l{ reae `k|anl g`ohxel". Jnmqrpsjrhbhgl h Bngpnfdemhe. Jnmqrpsjrhbhgl h a`pnjjn. Jnmqrpsjrhbhgl h dnlhj b depebme q `hqrnl. Qeiw`q l{, jnrnp{e eye med`bmn a{kh qk`aee ee qrnjp`r, cnbnphl: "q`l{e meg`yhyemm{e - napewem{". L{ ee dnekh. ...Onunpnm{ ee 19 l` - m` jk`dahye ond Mnbnqhahpqjnl - a{kh j`jhe-rn qrp`mm{e, onkshdhkkhweqjhe. Jk`dahye nj`g`knq| b csqrnl aepegnbnl keqs - lnchk{ opln onqpedh aepeg. Mean a{kn qnbepxemmn cnksane, aeg edhmncn nak`j`. Ond cnksa{l meanl, b gekemh meqkh l`kem|jhi jp`qm{i cpna. Qrnkn lmncn mnbnqhahpqjhu uhoeim{u debnwej q f`knam{lh ck`g`lh. Ndm` a{k` b ncpnlm{u jkhoq`u q tnrn-mj`lh b wepmni nj`mrnbje. Dpsc` qj`g`k`: "Nm` a{k` qkhxjnl whqrni, wrna{ fhr| b }rnl lhpe" (Ecnp?). Jrn-rn rhun, opnqberkemmn ok`j`k. Ohkh bndjs. Oekh orhv{. B j`jni-rn lnlemr  m` qejsmds nrjk~whkq h ondsl`k: "Cnqondh, m`jnmev-rn l{ b{ap`khq| b keq!" Fhgm| _mjh onkswhk`q| rpnc`rek|mn l`kem|j` (h ndmnbpelemmn ncpnlm`), g`jnmwemm` h vek|m`. Bleqre qn bqelh ee oeqmlh, me hlebxhlh mhj`jncn nrmnxemh j "hqjsqqrbs" (qp., qj`fel, q @ul`rnbni) - }rn a{kh rnk|jn bepm{e h whqr{e mnr{ rni fe fhgmh. S A`xk`web` b oeqmu a{kh h qnaqrbemmn "hqjsqqrbn", h opnqrn fhgm| - nm nj`g`kq qknbmn lnqrnl nr hqjsqqrb` khrep`rsp{ j whqrni _mje. Osr| A`xk`web` a{k dkhmmee, qknfmee h hgbhkhqree, mn dnpncs nm ei opnknfhk (me j qleprh, qlepr| gdeq| rnk|jn qkedqrbhe). _mje oepeley`r|q sfe me ophxknq|: nm` qp`gs onbhk`q| j`j `aqnk~rm` rnwj` m` jnmve ecn dbhfemh - rnwj`, cde hqjsqqrb` sfe mer, cde nmn qlexmn h me msfmn. Cde nqr`erq whqr` fhgm|, nrkhr` b qknb`, qjnmvemrphpnbm- m` dn nveoememh. Cp`m|, m` jnrnpni dnkcn me sqrnr|: khan hdh m`g`d, "m` opnd`fs", khan - boeped, mn r`l sfe me opnqrp`mqrbn-bpel, ` bewmnqr|. S Xebwsj`, m`ophlep (onwels, onwels nor| Xebwsj? ophwel rsr Xebwsj?) r`j` bey|-fhgm|, cde mh remh hqjsqqrb`, a{k` bnnaye bqecn ndm` - "Qw`qrkhb{i ahker" - b rnl bhde, b j`jnl nm a{k g`ohq`m m` "Oephtephh". Q qnbepxemmn jnpb{l, oeqrpyhl mekeoeixhlh m`pewhlh rejqrnl. Rel me lemee, rncd`, qr`kn onmrmn, wrn, qj`fel, Cpeaemyhjnb - sfe rnk|jn ler`thghweqjhe `m`m`q{ b x`lo`mqjnl, ` bnr ]RN - m`qrnyee. B d`k|meixel Xebwsj ohq`k jsd` ankee on}rhweqjh qnbepxemm{e rejqr{, mn bqe }rn h pdnl me kef`kn. @ "Qw`qrkhbncn ahker`" xb`rhkn, wrna{ naeqoewhr| els jpedhr dnbeph m` bq~ nqr`bxs~q fhgm|. _mj`, jnmewmn, me ohq`k` jnpb{u rejqrnb, r`l a{kn dpscne - j`jhe-rn chr`p{, a`p`a`m{ h opnw` epeq|. Mn ck`bmne rsr rn fe - bqe }rn ee on-weknbeweqjh me g`cnp`fhb`kn, j`j g`cnpndhkh a{ C`hm`, Ethlnb hkh d`fe @mdpei Qswhkhm. H q`lne ck`bmne, wrn qea me g`cnp`fhb`k` nm` q`l`. B bhg`mrhiqjni hjnmnohqh qsyeqrbnb`k j`mnm, jnrnp{i sdepfhb`k l`qrep` nr g`lsrmemh whqrncn dsu` qbnhl gelm{l, `lahvhngm{l opnhgbnknl. _mj` sdepf`k`q| q`l`, nm` q`l` qeae a{k` - j`mnm. B pnje (n, lepgjne qknbn!) me nqr`erq Khv, me onpnqxhu khwhmni gelmncn opnhgbnk`. Rn, wrn dnkfmn q`ln hg weknbej` hqundhr| - j`j qbewemhe ecn ondkhmmni bmsrpemmei qsymnqrh, ecn ql{qk` - g`r`or{b`erq, g`qhp`erq qsermn-leknwmn-u`lqjhl "D`i  q`l!". Op{cmsr|, osjmsr|, c`pjmsr|, qb`r| "jnmveor", qjphbhr| p{kn, l`umsr| mncni - k`o`, nm` s rea q`l` dnkfm` l`u`r|! @ me l`umsk` - r`j qdek`i lhknqr|, me l`xh. Na{wmn, op`bd`, Khj` opnqrn mer - h aeqwhqkemm{lh khwhm`lh je- onj, l`mc-l`mc, m}onb, mnlnb h hfe q mhlh - g`p`qr`er b{yepakemmne, naegkhwemmne opnqrp`mqrbn: hg weknbej` b{dp`m jsqnj rek`, h p`m` g`onkmerq cmnel h qsjpnbhvei. M` leqre Up`l` b{p`qr`er a`qqeim "Lnqjb`". Aegbephe onqr-lndepm` nrbew`kn nal`msrni bepe. Nalemknq| nmn - m` b`k~rs - eye kswxe, wel nal`msr` bep` m` psakh. ]rn bqe r` fe gelk, m` jnrnps~ onm`w`ks r`j sqoexmn bnpnrhkq C`c`phm. Menalembx`q _mj` nqr`k`q| bepni menal`msrni. "Qber k~abh mh dk jncn me qksfhr osrebndm{l kswel j onrepmmnls p`~; m` mecn qlnrpr j`j m` t`mr`qrhweqjne nqbeyemhe jp`rjncn k~anbmncn "opnknc` m` meae", jnrnpne g`rel ophpnd` beq|l` qbnebpelemmn c`qhr j`j qnbepxemmn memsfmne dk onqkeds~yecn gelmncn opedqr`bkemh". Sqonjniq, ^p` @pr`lnmnb. Qj`g`kh reae qmn: fspm`k` ank|xe mer. Onohkh jpnbsxjh - h asder. ]rn, jnmewmn, qkhxjnl qk`ane nop`bd`mhe rnls, wrn qr`r|~ }rs  ohq`k - opedonk`c`, wrn nm` asder m`oew`r`m` (unr weqrmn qr`p`kq g`a{r| onqkedmee). Mn bqe p`bmn qr`r|h a{kh (h asdsr, eye h eye) - b "Jnlqnlnk|qjni op`bde", "]jp`me h Qveme", "Meg`bhqhlni c`gere" - wepr gm`er cde - h bqe nmh, onley` mejpnknc, qknbmn srbepfd`kh: bnr, sxk` w`qr| lhp`, jnrnp{i l{ nohq{b`el. Nmh, m`bepmne, hqjpemme bephkh b }rn. Unr lhp a{k opnqrn jnqlhweqjh dpscni. @ lme bqe unwerq bephr|, wrn  o{r`kq qngd`r| hl j`jni-rn opnrhbnbeq - hkh lndek| opnrhbnbeq` - h b }rnl-rn jna{ h eqr| lne nop`bd`mhe. ...Nmh ohq`kh - n _mje - "deopeqqh - }rn ankegm|, h nm` hgkewhl`". R`jni b{bepmsr{i "G`bndmni `oek|qhm". M`bepmne, h oeqmh a{kh me msfm{ - d`? - bed| b{kewhx|q, h oer| ank|xe meg`wel. Bqe-r`jh me Ekem` Nap`gvnb`. @ _mj` kerek` sfe qnbqel b dpscnl hglepemhh, "b mean q lnqr`" - b{qnjn-b{qnjn, h f`kjhe jp~wnwjh megb`m{u kej`pei lnckh qew| bngdsu khx| nwem| d`kejn nr mee, bmhgs, s rni fe q`lni gelkh, jsd` onm`w`ks r`j sqoexmn bnpnrhkq C`c`phm.

Bwep` b 9 w`qnb srp` b ophrnje Nah peje Hme p{a`j`lh a{kn nam`psfemn rekn _m{ Dchkebni, on}r`, oebhv{, pnj-a`pd` hg Mnbnqhahpqj`. 9 l` _mj` q pndqrbemmhj`lh a{k` m` d`we. Sxk` oncskr| h me bepmsk`q|. Fd`kh, m`dekhq| - b onqkedmee bpel _mj` a{k` oew`k|m` h mesp`bmnbexem`: lnfer a{r|, jsd`-rn seu`k`, bepmerq? B lhkhvh~ qnnayhkh rnk|jn b onmedek|mhj, rphm`dv`rncn. Onhqjh pegsk|r`rnb me d`kh - rnk|jn bwep`... J`j qnnayhk on reketnms m`w`k|mhj Mnbnqhahpqjncn CSBD onkjnbmhj Jnpfemjnb, nongm`mhe menopnbepfhln ondrbepdhkn khwmnqr| onchaxei. Qsdled}jqoeprhg` eye opedqrnhr, mn, on opedb`phrek|m{l d`mm{l, ophgm`jnb m`qhk|qrbemmni qleprh mer. "]rn hkh meqw`qrm{i qksw`i, hkh q`lnsahiqrbn", - qwhr`~r b lhkhvhh. _mj` me g`ohq`k` mh ndmni ok`qrhmjh, me b{qrso`k` on rekebhgnps, mn a{k` hgbeqrm` vemhrekl pnj-lsg{jh bqei qrp`m{. M`x` c`ger` ohq`k` n mei 23 qemrap opnxkncn cnd`. Mh ndmni tnrncp`thh b ped`jvhh mer. M`l, bhdhln, eye opedqrnhr nqngm`r|, jncn l{ onrepkh...

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